Hi, I'm new and I am very depressed and in a large rut that I created for myself. I have quit my last 5 or 6 jobs and I just recently quit a full-time job in a different city that I didn't have that heart to do with no friends in the city and working at a call-centre.

I unfortunately find myself with absolutely no motivation to find a job, I did apply to a couple seasonal jobs last week but this week I can't bring myself to do anything. I moved back in with family because I have no income, I broke up with my partner, and if I wasn't there right now I would have attempted suicide again.

My main problem besides quitting when things get tough is that I do not know what I want out of work or out of life in general. I don't have any skills, I don't have any drive or any ambition. I am utterly bored with life and with myself. I have been trying to think hard about what I want, but honestly, nothing comes to mind. I dont have social supports, other than my mom taking me in (although I fear my welcome is running out fast) and very very limited shallow connections with a couple friends.

How does one find out what they want from work and from life?