I find myself doing that lately... She said last time that she's revisiting working on Saturday (that's when i go) but that we'll play it by ear for now. But now i want to reschedule because I'm like, i don't want her sitting there not fully present because she's wishing she was somewhere else. Need to tell her that. Don't think she would do that, but i don't want to be thinking it either. So i think, best we change days now instead of later. She did say she wished she hadn't said that but its too late she did.