I've been seeing doctors for years. Most agree it's Bipolar but one doctor said he thought it sounded more like PTSD. I talked to another today and she said PTSD cannot be ruled out. Maybe it's both. I just don't want to take anti psychotics if I don't need them. For now I'm taking the pills and have more doctors appointments coming up to sort out the rest. I'm attending a DBT group tomorrow. Thanks.