Hi I haven't been here in a while but I'm struggling
I have been going to this church and I started liking this man
I really don't want to fall for someone in the same social environment bc things get awkward when they don't work out.
The main problem is that he looks like he is in his early 40 and I am 24.
I find him so attractive it's everything I want in a man he has a heart for God, he is so funny and so smart he speaks 3 languages , he's so confident the opposite of me. I feel intimidated that I barely talk to him. He is divorced. I don't even know if he likes me.
But I'm falling for the perfect wrong man. I see no future because I'm nowhere near his level of maturity. He is older and divorced I don't know how I feel about
That. Why do I want someone I can't have!
I always fall for the wrong man I don't know why. Please advice
Should I leave church before making a stupid mistake
Should I date someone else to get my mind off of him.
Should I not avoid him and see how things turn out?
I kinda feel like he likes Me or it could possibly be my imagination.
I'm so lost. This might totally inappropriate but I had a dream that he and I were making love.
Please help me!