Thank you for replying, guys

Maybe Myst is right... I should cut off the time I spend here I'll try to... I'll do my best. I hope I can make it..

What do I do in my free time though? I've already tried walking in the past and it didn't work out at all... never had a face-to-face interaction

Finding a job? Idk.. there are no jobs around my zone, and it's hard to get one here anyway That's also one of the reasons I'm so hopeless about my future..
I don't even know what job I'm good at, or what job I'd like to do..

But anyway, thank you for your support. I'm grateful