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Old Nov 08, 2016, 12:25 PM
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I'm having what I call a "fragile day", meaning I feel like I'm about to break down and cry any second. I'm barely making it through. The only saving grace is that it is a professional development day so I am in workshops all day instead of teaching. Thank god for that.

I had an awful dream early this morning that I think triggered this.
Possible trigger:


The dream was basically reliving the night he died. I was so happy for him to be alive and then he died. I miss him so much. I have t really been missing him for a long time because I've been so angry at him but all of a sudden I'm back to being completely heartbroken. I just loved him so much, and he loved me so much, and I don't think I'll ever find that again. It's ****ing me up.

So yeah I want to go crawl into bed and cry for the rest of the day. But I can't.

Good thing is I didn't buy cigarettes.
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