Here's a positive spin on it... (Something I employed earlier in my relationship)
If you're convinced it wont last, live in the present, for today, and make every second count.
And while you're warping your own mind (in a good way) get that therapist as hannabee suggested.
This way your gf is out of the firing line, but your needs still get met.
Mostly
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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