Yeah, I have been three weeks on a heavy benzo dosage. 6-12mg a day. Two months ago I took 1mg twice a week but I increased it as lamotrigine increased my anxiety. I wanted gabapentin to don't take that much clonazepam.

Not that much time... but alot of mg.....

I gave them to him because he said I was abusing them and I wanted to show him I wasn't. He didn't say anything about withdraw and I was so anxious and restlessness to realize about it by then. Now I have 0 benzo.

I don't mind at the cold turkey, maybe I die and everything gets better.

I just can't stop crying, the only people that I have are health care people and even those doesn't help me. I am a bastard. no family no friends.