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So I abuse benzo because I take as much as I need for anxiety and not more while I ask for another med because I realize it's too much -sarcasm-
So benzo withdraw
So no gabapentin for anxiety
So no lamotrigine for depression
So I am stubborn
So I am insistant
So I am exorting
So talking with me it's a waste of time
But he doesn't want to talk about meds but emotions, Does it makes sense?
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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