Yes the meds will bring you down. But yes I remember what that was like for me. Last year I had such a "spiritual awakening" I ended up in the hospital. I was speaking to the trees the lovely "Northern Wind" that used to blow through my hair on October nights making me feel one with the Universe. I know the feelings all too well.

I am sorry it didn't last. Usually its a euphoria that leads to danger so be thankful at least you came down to a bit of reality. I miss those feelings every day. Life isn't just the same after you've experienced such bliss.

Gentle ((hugs))