Saw my T today. He said I'm hypomanic bordering on manic as I still have some insight and am coherant most of the time. Still feel awesome but conversation with T unsettled me a bit, though it helped immensely. PTSD stuff seems to driving swings in mood, from hypo to mixed and back. Briefly talking of PTSD triggered me but I am going to distract myself so I don't go down. Still feel like a god - intoxicating. Told T that I want to go off my meds and see how i am without them. He was against the idea. I just want to know if i have bipolar or 'just' ptsd as some meds and ptsd seem to trigger episodes. maybe i am well. I feel fine and am only taking Lithium, ritalin, and Olanzapine prn and Clonazepam prn. I just want to stay happy.