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I really don't understand because I am much too old for a parent.

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Everyone has a need for love, irrespective of their age.As you have said before, Jane provided unconditional love, and with that, she was a rock in your life, somebody you knew would always be there to talk to and to help you. Now she has gone, it's no wonder you feel lost. YMaybe you'll need some time to adjust... and to learn to become truly independent, and to live without Jane but to carry her in your heart and in your life.