SMH, you are an intelligent woman, you write well enough that it doesn't lead me to think you have any learning disabilities. There is something amiss here. Have your parents infantalized you? Do you have emotional issues that are keeping you from growing up?
My help here may be unwanted and resisted. You just dodge the real issues and defend your rigidity, but if you honestly look at this, you can save yourself years more confusion.
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