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I have thought on buying a scalpel, disinfect the area, cut to the bone where there are no arteries... so they may understand the emotional pain is so high this phyisical pain is nothing. But probably they would say I am borderline even if it won't be impulsive and because of abandonmnent, but organized and planned with total serenity.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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