As MickeyCheeky has suggested!

That feeling of getting reprimanded all the time is most probably from your child-hood days`!! As I used to get shouted and hit (With belt or slipper) when something was broken, damaged or I was naughty! `Sometimes` I was innocent `BUT` that made no difference to my dad! I was also made to feel ashamed of my self as my dad would tell my friends`, family and the bloody neighbours` that I still wet the bed at 15yrs old (`But` I still loved my dad) I used to take most of my dads` anger away from my brother, as he was only a small skinny lad. Thinking back now to WHY my dad was like that `WELL` maybe with his dad being a sergeant Major In the army was DE-JA-VUE and with also my mum being killed in a car crash, it made him feel Depressed and under constant pressure! And maybe back then there was very little awareness of mental health issues` and help, not like today!!

Go and seek advice of your doctor and put your mind at ease..........Take care.