well, in a way, I was right not get into any substances... I always knew this might be a scenario.

I am still freaked out. Totally unproductive. Feel like nothing really matters, I cannot do anything.

To make matters worse our (Czech) president announced he is running again in year and half. And guess what. He is a drunken version of Trump.

We are ****ed and when **** goes down here as well... I have nowhere to go.