Yesterday was a bad bad day. Not just the vote( although that has created a ton of gnawing anxiety)
I had a disagreement with my daughter. She's always accusing me of being angry when I'm not, I'm am not a perky bubbly person but that doesn't make me angry ( trust me if I was angry everyone would know) anyway I was trying to make supper and clear the table when her son who had already eaten two fruit rolls and half a can of potatoe chips tried to get the mms. I told him no, we were going to eat soon. She descended on me and accused me of being angry, I was so hurt I told her she need to learn to say no to her son. Because there is no argument to those words...you are angry.....how do defend against that? If you say no I'm not it sounds like you are. I was just so hurt. I'm still so unspent by the whole thing and can't eat.
The BP isn't affected I'm just upset and sad
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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