I had a horrible thing happen yesterday. I think i mentioned on here that I had emailed jane in a Magical thinking way hoping her account wasn't closed and that I could believe she got it. The first original email came back, Yesterday however I was on my work lap top and saw her address there and wrote her a quick note with a little humor asking if people receive email in the afterlife, telling her I loved her and missed her. I sent it fully expecting it to come back. The weird thing is, the awful thing, I got a curt angry email from her spouse saying he should thank me for NEVER doing that again. Now, I had no idea that the address was a shared one. It was in my book as Jane. I wrote back and explained and apologized but was as devastated as one can be. I cried half of the night and dreamt horribly the rest. Hubby fired out an angry note to him that was hurtful. I am sorry for that. I will grow up and act with love and not carry this any further. I just got a knife though my heart and will take care of the old guy and be the loving person Jane would want me to be for her family.