To be honest I can relate to what you are talking about. Although, I have never thought about it as something weird necessarily. I mean I always thought that needing to recheck the time (multiple times), and watching to see if the others leave first in class was something that everyone did once in a while (although i did it more often than once in a while). I have never thought about it being do to depression though... not that I am saying that I have depression but I am almost certain that I have some form of depression, anxiety, or other mental problem. I am currently 16 years old and suspect that IF I do have depression that I've lived with it for years.

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I'm just wondering (since this is the first time I've read something that seems so close to how I feel/am) do you ... hear things every now and then? by that I mean hearing people call your name when they didn't ... or no one's there. or if you're listening to music and you all of a sudden hear someone talking as if they're right next to you? ... but no one is there? (this tends to happen when I'm using my earbuds on my way home from school)

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sorry I'm getting off topic. I just wanted to let you know that while I don't know what it is exactly you are going through that you are not alone even though you may feel like it.

well bye, and I hope you find out what is happening to you soon!