((((((((((((((((((Kaika))))))))))))))))))))

I hope the hug helped!

Those are really good questions to ask yourself. I don't think anyone else can really answer them for you. But my suggestion to you is to take one question at a time and think about it. If you try to concentrate on too many things of this nature at one time it becomes really overwhelming and then nothing gets answered.

I also think that as teens, there are tons of things that are thought about and answers will come in time. As you grow, as you mature and as you learn....answers will come. The teenage years bring on lots of questions. And sometimes there don't seem to be answers when we want them. But truly, they will come

Hope you have a great day!

Hugsss
sabby