Just want to thank you for your reply and welcome.
I get strange symptoms, every few weeks cycle with fatigue and nausea for years. Symptoms don't last long, 3-4 days until Feb. Then 5-6 weeks straight last 5 years in a row and last 2 yrs getting more severe in fall also.
Need to go south, summer comparatively speaking I do great.

After a lot of 'thinking' realized 'cycles' have got more frequent with wellbutrin. Was put on it for SAD but didn't work anyway last winter along with light. Was honestly better without meds. I was energized and motivated before;I was just seeking help to solving mystery of cycles of nausea and fatigue [[20 plus yrs]] when doc sent me to pdoc cause he said I was depressed which is why I was feeling like this in Feb.

Long story short these cycles are now considered depressed cycle. BUT every pdoc I have seen says I have strange symptoms of mood disorder and last 2 said I have bipolar 2. Honestly I'm perplexed that docs say they never see cycles like mine, so I'm not even sure what I have; I don't think they do either. Seriously don't think anyone knows what to do or what is really wrong with me.

I would rather go back to feeling good in between these episodes instead of blah all the time, which is what meds do now. Originally just wanted to 'check off' another 'test' so I wouldn't miss so much work. Have had every 'physical' test come back fine. Then this nightmare of meds came about with bipolar dx. and 3 yrs later feeling worse instead of better.

I know I confused myself reading it....my life