Thanks for replying.
Had hideous hideous few days. Hes either sulking and ignoring me, ranting like a madman, slamming doors, vomiting and crying, telling me hes the best thing ever to happen to me, begging me not to go.
My brain resembled to scramled eggs .
Today he said he'd to absolutely anything for me to stay.
When I said ok get to the psychaitrist he changed his mind, based on what it costs.
Now he reckons hes "embraced his mental illness and if I love him I should too"
Surely if he loved me as he claims he'd go and get meds regardless of the cost?? - its me that would be paying.
I feel so jumbled up. I cant think
Appreciate your thoughts.
Thanks in advance!