Hey guys, thank you for your answers! Yes, I do actually feel kind of hyper, then sometimes just depressed, but all that energy is sure to be back within at least a day or two. My problem is that I don't have any diagnosis and do not take any meds therefore. I just went to a clinic and had an appointment with a psychologist. I told her about all that and that I was barely hanging on. She is going to get me diagnosed with a doctor. She says I might be bipolar, borderline disordered or with add. Or a little of everything, haha. Hoping to get answers and help soon, to get me stabilized.