In your state I would come home....but I live with a well trained mental health professional and we do not fear my happy manias as much as the doctors. I mostly have happy mania but it has turned very disphoric on several occasions also. You could stay to get your meds adjusted and get back to baseline. This would be the wise choice if you are in a relatively comfortable environment and safe currently is a smart thing to stay.

I get very paranoid in the hospital and was almost assaulted by a very large naked women (sexually assaulted). Fortunately a nurse walked in on it and put a stop to it. The worst part was I was thought I was hallucinating the whole thing. Earlier in the day she came up and said "you sure are pretty". I said thank you but was paranoid of everyone and just walked away. Then she stripped naked and came and hovered over me in my bed breathing very heavy. I got away and reported it and they said she was harmless and expected me to accept it. I tried to sleep in a chair for 8 hours and finally got sick and in pain and tried the bed again....I rolled over and had my back to her.....she did it again....I heard the breathing but was too scared to turn around and a nurse came in and was horrified and apologized to me. Scary stuff.