How do you guys deal with relationships? Do they help or do they make everything worse and trigger episodes? I kind of feel I should stay out of relationships for a while but then I start to feel so lonely or rather I kind of have a talent to stumble over an ABSOLUTELY fascinating person right in the moment when I least need it and slid into my next relationship and feel completely amazing for a few weeks until things start to change and I feel far away and unrelated and draw back further and further. My last relationship was just a rollercoaster and I loved and hated it at the same time.