I've never really talked about the sexual aspect of my life on here before

I was raped at the age of 14 and after that the only time I felt 'valid' was when I was getting attention from men and then when I got a little older women too. I never had serious relationships, always ended them after a couple months, or they would walk away because I would be all over the place.

Last year I was in my first serious relationship and the sex was insane, it was the only really good thing about our relationship. He ended it after a year and I went right back to sleeping with random people, flirting, all the stuff I used to do.

Now I'm in a relationship, and have been for a while, and I intend to stick with it but... my libido is gone. I barely want to have sex with him and I don't know why. I like him and care about him so much. I'm just so confused as to where my sex drive went.