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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
It sounds like you are at least hypomanic, if not manic. I went into the hospital once for a mixed/psychotic episode and once the AP started working I transitioned into plain euphoric mania. I was able to convince them to let me go because I, too, was super bored.
A week after leaving the hospital I found out my husband was a drug addict and I had to send him to rehab so that knocked me out of my episode pretty quickly. I fell into depression and stayed depressed for months.
So I guess what I'm saying is just beware of the crash. Do you think you're hypo or full blown manic? Can you control yourself? If you don't think you're going to do anything destructive then going home isn't such a big deal. But if the goal is to get stable, you're certainly not there.
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I guess I'm a little hypomanic. Maybe even manic. I don't want yo do harm, just play. I am hoping not to crash. But if I did it would be very bad considering the PTSD trigger ed bad thoughts I had s few days ago when mixed. I'm finding it hard to see negatives now.
Thanks for your input, I will see my dr tomorrow and see what he has to say. I just want to be free to play and enjoy life but I guess if I switched again suddenly I would be in danger. Hard call. Maybe this is the new me and I'm stable already?
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