I am isolated totally and have been for ten years. Because I was continually traumatized by my brother and my mother during my toddler years, people who I innately loved, it is extremely hard for me to have intimate relationships. I start switching when I have a significant other. My alters do not have different names. People just think I am playing head games or being an asshole.
I try to explain, that with me, the dissociation exhibits more like little blips of amnesia or memory loss. There are differences in the personalities but unless you are as trained as Dr. Colin Ross you would not recognized the differences.
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