So I just saw my pdoc. He said my problems were psychosis and depression. He said the hospital would be good but I didn't necessarily need it? He said I have my mom to be watching over me and everything...which I really don't because she's either working or sleeping. Also that I seemed stable enough. I even put in my notes that I'm good at hiding my symptoms!!! Plus I even dressed down. So another doctor dismissed me. The only change he made this time was upping my seroquel... which I didn't necessarily want. Sigh. I just want to feel better and for the voices and hallucinations to stop.
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I'm on a mix of meds. Who knows at this pont..