I am trying to survivie after all. I am getting a bunny tomorrow. The pet store doesn't want it because it's old, and the guinea pigs con saturday.
I still don't know what to do about the pdoc tomorrow. He will be given the letter by the nurse.
I don't know when to ask for an appointment, or if I should talk with the nurse first and tell her why I don't feel comfortable with my pdoc and then decide what to do. I can ask for an appointment with the nurse, tell her pdoc get angry-frustrated-irritated which scares me and makes it more difficult to me to explain myself which seems to angry-frustrated-irritated him more... like a cycle. I am actually really scared of him since last appointment.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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