Hello Loveloss86: I'm sorry... but this just strikes me as a relationship that is doomed to failure for so many different reasons. My personal perspective is the sooner you put this behind you the better. The passage of time will help with the loneliness & heartbreak... that plus getting out there, meeting new people & doing new things. You may also want to consider seeing a therapist if you're not already doing so. However, trying to continue to pursue this relationship is, in my opinion, a recipe for ongoing frustration to say nothing of legal trouble if this young woman's father has obtained an order of protection against you.

I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!