I feel like people voted to murder my son. I know that was not their intention but it could be the result. I have no idea what to do? How do I prepare? My son might not survive a month come January. What can I do? Any suggestions? People are cheering over the potential death of my child....my heart....my biggest reason for living. I gave birth to him and promised to protect him and now I am powerless. Someone please tell me what I should do. I can't stop crying....the fear and panic won't stop crushing and killing me. My baby boy is all I ever done right with my life.....having him gave me purpose and reason for living. I always thought I'd be strong enough to protect the people I love but I'm powerless. Help???? Should I write someone? Should we apply for SSI for him? He is disabled but I didn't continue him on my SSDI because I didn't want to accept money we didn't need......would my Medicare even cover him? Am I losing that too? What can I do to prepare? Anybody have any suggestions?