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Old Nov 10, 2016, 06:00 PM
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Originally Posted by ToeJam View Post
For me before the # of attempts made, it was a sense of stark numbness and a kind of skewed logic that seemed perfectly rational at the time.

On the flip and (obviously) having survived... has resulted in a flood of emotion that has over-whelmed putting me in a very wobbly state... thankfully I was in hospital by that point so further action was carefully monitored.

In short, I guess 'scared' was the end result... a full acknowledgment of how skewed my perception on life was leading up to the attempt compared to when I'm on a more even playing field; knowing that I still have much to contribute rather than being a strain on those around me.
I'm glad you're still here. Plus, I love that signature
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