Desiree it's not the length of your stay or the cost or who payed the tab , what matters is knowledge is power, which taken to a logical endpoint means "wisdom is priceless" the ability to both self reflect on your behaviour and apply self respect in your behaviour is a powerful thing , you still seem to have anger related to it being ten days you need to repair that within yourself, because your anger put you in position to lose your liberty for 10 days should be something you celebrate for the rest of your life , many people do not get 10days they lose their lives to harming themselves or someone else and paying that "tab" with imprisonment for life, you gained something very valuable in those 10 days a chance at living a free and fulfilling life with a stronger heart and a quicker mind, don't spend any more time at negative reflection of "ten days" , life is finite it will be over before we know it , use your knowledge to challenge yourself and be the best human you can be, live the life you have ,don't mourn the ten days , they were a gift, i am not attacking you , I am just making an observation ,as I say I am probably the worst motivational speaker in history but I have had some unusual things happen to me that have sharpened my skills as an observer and as a person ,I used to be really into public service and helping people, I am no less committed to helping others now that I can only do it electronicaliy from my wheelchair, maybe those lost days will sharpen you and you can advocate and mentor people with your strength and help those individuals not have to spend there own 10 days somewhere they would rather not be.
Live like there is no tomorrow, learn like you will live forever, and share with others what you know ,an online community is only as good as the people in it just like the community you live in nurture others and in turn nurture yourself.

Misterpain