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Old Nov 10, 2016, 09:24 PM
Anonymous59125
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Originally Posted by Wander View Post
I am in voluntarily but if my pdoc refused to discharge me then I leave AMA and that looks very bad on my record, and I think the hospital can refuse to admit me should i need help in the future. I would be stuck in the very, very average public system.

I am happy with the staff and feel safe, just want to run around outside and play near the ocean where I live. I am just wondering why I am on close observations when I am harmless. guess they think I might do a runner or something. Oh well, I see my pdoc in a few hours and can discuss this with him. Can euphoric mania be dangerous?
Our systems sound very similar. It is much smarter to go voluntarily and they have presented me that option in the past. Unfortunately my paranoia and belief that they were part of a conspiracy to lock me up forever clouded my ability to see things in this way at the time. My mind was far gone.....my husband and mother were in on it....I felt so alone and abandoned and like an experiment. If he haldol my husband just picked up doesn't help me sleep then I'm not sure anything will.
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