I am Bipolar. I am 45 and just diagnosed in September.

Had a major depressive episode for like 6 months. It was a living hell. My BP was tough to dx because I never had drastic mood swings. For the most part, littlemood swings. Doc and I assumed it was depression and Anxiety.

WRONG! My pdoc realized I could be BPD and put me on Lamictal. IT SAVED MY LIFE.

I still have my ups and downs, but they're controlled.

Maybe you need a mood stabilizer like I did?

Just a thought. I know how I suffered, and if I can help anyone, that would be great