Yes, I never intentionally stopped texting him. I withdrew, but I'm open at the right time to talking to him again, so I'm not being deliberately passive. I do think he's looking for forgiveness, but I have more thinking to do. I have doubts about our relationship, but he's aware. Hopefully he can understand that. Sometimes silence can send mixed messages, which is why I posted out of concern for how I was coming off, but that's just me overanalyzing.