My mania is racing thoughts, disturbed sleep (but I am getting some so this part could be worse). Feeling like I have stimulants running for though my veins. I feel people intentionally tried to murder my son and should be locked up for attempted murder of a vulnerable person (I'm told this is delusional but it's my reality)

I was very connected to the creator a few days ago (pre-election) and felt a oneness and appreciation for all people and all things. I was high as a kite and pleasantly chatty and harmless. Things have switched.

I'm worn down and sick but can only sleep in small blocks. My panic is through the roof. People cannot understand....they feel I should not be hysterical....but it is easy for them to say and there child's life is not on the line. Even if I am delusional, put yourself in my shoes and you might be feeling the same. My stomach is killing me. My doctor said it's okay to go back down to my previous dose of Geodon and see if it's more tolerable. I always eat my 500cal with it. Have since day one. Seems eating just makes the whole situation worse. I need bowel rest but can't do it with needing to eat 500cal at night just to take Geodon.