but then why am I in tears half of the time after returning though it's true that I have grown stronger and more mature? I guess I am in love too...and the guy is v good but is not paying me any direct attention like isnt taking me out on dates and blah blah blah...that may explain the tears.
BTW he is a schoolmate and not from the sanatorium. What to do now? I wish you could tell him how much I love him.