Stress is a big issues for me. Usually I tolerate it well but I was already in what the doctors called a mixed state pre election but it was mostly euphoric.....post election is dysphoric and I'm reading false allegations and have been fed hysteria from the other side for months and am now told that it's not acceptable for me to be hysterical while they were hysterical for 8 years! While we watched health care improve, unemployment go down and the stock market and housing market recover. Can't I at least have a few weeks to let this all settle in?

I feel like I'm falling from the sky without a parachute? Will a large tree brace my landing? Will I fall head first into concrete? Will I die and be reborn again into something new? Who will that person be? Will I recognize her? Will I like her? Will I have any respect for her at all? Will I be a new improved version of myself? Will someone grab me from the sky and tandem jump me and pull the string of safety?