Hi i am a 50 years old and my behaviour has driven most if not everyone away.
Apart from intense anger issues towards my parents my behaviour especially in relationships is inappropriate.
If i can give you an example if my text message isnt answered immediately or within minutes i let go verbally in a very nasty manner . I basically rip that person apart. Something comes over me it even happens when i am half asleep. Most of the time after ive sent the messages i cant remember what i wrote, and this can go on for days. My reaction is not normal . I have tried distracting myself but that doesnt work. And whats even worse is i dont see what the fuss is all about afterwards. Ive forgotten about it .
Why am i like this ?