So I abuse benzo because I take as much as I need for anxiety and not more while I ask for another med because I realize it's too much -sarcasm-
So benzo withdraw
So no gabapentin for anxiety
So no lamotrigine for depression
So I am stubborn
So I am insistant
So I am exorting
So talking with me it's a waste of time

But he doesn't want to talk about meds but emotions, Does it makes sense?