Toward the end of T today, after I had felt myself "risking" that little bit more, I felt the need to draw back. I found myself saying random things as they came into my mind and once I realised this I said to T, "sorry I'm just trying to waste time here" T replied "why do you have to waste time, why can't you just have it?" I;m still thinking about that statement. It caught me right between the eyes. I haven't come up with what I feel is the right response for me yet. How funny a simple question can stop you dead in your tracks. What does that question mean to you here?