((((((mtd)))))

thankyou, yes you hit the nail on the head, I do feel exactly how you described. This may sound harsh but to me now, my 'mother' is no longer my mother. She has done me a favour really.

This may sound horible to people who have no parents or for whatever reason they want a relationship with a parent but cant, but she has been so evil to me in the past and I just cant forgive her right now.

Sorry, I just cant talk about it......

Jinnyann ty for replying