Thanks Innerzone. I am so happy to be going out today but the Olanzapine made me over-sleep and now I feel hungover and flat. Hoping my happy-fluffy-bunnies mood returns soon. I hate feeling so dull in my mind. I did sleep 9 hours straight though so I guess that must have been good for me.

Yeh, and I am still thinking straight...damn! lol. I hope the mania hasn't ended. I felt so amazing. No more Olanzapine for me I think now. I want my joy back. Right now I feel so dull-minded, maybe it will clear up as the day passes. Issues are starting to bother me too, whereas when manic I was untouchable. I don't want to return to the place I was last Sunday, a very dark mixed place. Oh, what to do. today I will go out with my Mum (not allowed out by myself) and walk along the beach, have lunch and do some shopping. Should be a great change from being in this one room for a week.