So I just finished watching the movie next. Not great just killing time however it triggered me. When nick and Jessica get together. I started feeling down that I don't have a girlfriend and I'm fat. Now I'm going to the gym to workout. However what do I need to do? I feel this is becoming consistently triggersome. For past two years even looking at a beautiful girl I would get sad because I'd have no chance. It gets worse when I see couples together. Sometimes it affects me other times it doesn't. What's wrong with me. Why can't I lose this weight off. It's not from meds but from depression.