I feel you. I miss being in a relationship. It's a little different because I'm still recovering from my husbands death but I do miss it. I've gained fifty pounds in the last year and I feel like I'll never meet anyone now because I'm so fat (even though I'm not huge, but definitely fat). I don't even know where to start. My sister in law is going to help me set up an online dating profile when I'm ready, which will probably be springtime. I want to see if I can make it through the winter with no depression.

I'm sorry I can't help you I just wanted you to know I get it.