It feels like I'm stuck or in his constant circle that I need to break through. Man I feel like s;:t now. Nothing has panned out. It's all been one failure to he next since I hit my thirties. Disappointment after disappointment, quitting and not trying. I use to work out 6x a week and I was content and happy. Had a good meal plan too. Now I have no idea where that went or why I can't start and commit to it.