I'm notorious for not seeing how sick I am. I hate worrying people but don't want to feel pressured to take meds. I feel like I'll do it for others when it should be something I choose to do for myself.

We can afford dinner and he has those two presents but the major problem is we celebrate with DH family So there's my son (14) and my nephew (8) both open gifts together but my nephews gifts are cheaper because there not games. Last time something like this happend he told my son it was because he wasn't a good kid and my son believed it. He's older now. I asked him if he wanted me to risk it return his gifts and go out black Friday but he said no. I still feel bad though. I don't feel we need charity but I'm mad I mishandled the money we do have. I