The 'present'... a 'gift'. One we might feel we don't deserve.. .yet we do absolutely deserve.

Time is ours to take and do what we want with. Work is time; play is time; rest is time.

So we get to choose.

But we're taught it's better to give than to get. To do for others, to think of others first.

So I feel undeserving and so then I feel guilty and selfish about it 'taking' it for me.